Remember how tormented I was about interviewing at Cincinnati, how indecisive I was about going or not? Well...now I am ten times more agonized by my summer vacation plans. I haven't booked a return ticket yet from my marathon trip (San Francisco to Orange County to San Diego to Los Angeles to Hawaii to Los Angeles) which is happening in about four weeks.
Why? Because I am not at peace with my applicant status.
Simply put, I am still waiting for a med school to take me (or not! just tell me! now!)...and this med school happens to start very, very early. Everything hinges on this school--when I will quit work, when I will move away, whether I will need to fly back to California for two weddings, and most pressingly, whether I should hurry back from my vacation or if I can extend it.
I really just don't know. And the part of me that wishes to control these things...well, she's keeping me up at night.
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